ok...so I have been really busy with school recently, and because of that I haven't had time to think about anything...other than HIM!!!! OMG! I dont know why! But every time I'm around I get nervous, I stress out about what I'm wearing, I even look to see if my butt looks good (btw I have no BUTT)...but it SUCKS! HE IS A HOMOPHOBE! SO WHY DO I LIKE HIM! GAAAAAAA! this just sucks...like more than sucks...this sucks more than a gay man at an orgy, AND THAT'S A LOT!
I dont know why, but I always fall for the real butt heads...mainly the ones who make fun of me...AM I RETARDED! *sniffles* DAMN YOU HUMAN FEELINGS!! Am I the only one who does this, (this meaning falling for the WRONG guy, EVERY TIME)

To my dearest

To those of you reading this, Please just follow through
I, of all people, know of the horrible things you can do.
But if you care to look back to this one day in time...
Please, PLEASE just help me...finish this rhyme!

Lol! I had nothing to do and I have not written anything close to poetry in FOREVER! I dont think that you can count this as poetry but I felt like making a funny!
OH! Guess what happened at the 4th of July party I went to! My friends shot a rocket and it flew wrong! SO wrong that it crashed into the pasture right beside their house! Needless to say they caught it on fire! So they spend like 30 minutes carrying buckets of water to the fire to try to put it out! I couldnt help but LAWL at them when they told me about it! ( I arrived after the fire)
Also we were shooting those weird shells and we accidentally put one of the small ones in the big tube! Well when it took off the big tube didnt catch enough of the shock to propel it forward and the shell went like....3 feet above the tube and exploded....we were all sitting around it! This one girls head almost caught on fire cause one of the flare thingys flew at her head... anyhew I enjoyed this 4th and I am actually looking foward to the next one!

...today I had this ffing freak show come up to me and rant and rave to me about how "gay is not the way" and how "queers will burn in hell", and seeing how we were in a movie theater at the time I didnt want to make a big scene...so I walked away...after the movie was over the same guy came back only this time he brought his friends along with him!!! @_@ my head was spinning by now...I dont feel like I need to repeat anymore of what happened...was comming out to everyone a mistake???

...ok whear do I begin!
I have had to put up with so much gay bashing lately that I am about ready to explode at the next person who calls me "Fag"
First off those dick heads have no reason to say anything to me! I am a fag and that is better than being an imbred incest CLOSET HOMO!
I cannot even begin to put my hatred for these people into words! It's not like they would understand anyways since they border on the mentaly retarted!...I think that I am done venting, it's just...how do you fight a battle when you were loosing from the very beginning.

sry that I havent been on in a while, we have been having benchmarks at our school and I have been stressing out about them soooooo bad! I know I made A's on them tho. But I am so ready to start drawing again! WOOT! GET READY FO A FLOOD!